Monday, October 26, 2009;12:43 AM Y
haha yeah!i know my answer for my question for my previous post...my shepherd is Esther teo!haha yeah happy for that.though abit surprise haha.it will be no problem for her to go to my house ba since mum had such a good impression of her haha.I'll be meeting her on Thursday.My plan for the week:
Monday:meet jia min"for follow-up-ing*
Tuesday:IPW rehearsal start at 3pm*time so weird*
Wednesday:CG*doing praise*
Thursday:Meeting Esther Teo*for first shepherding*
Friday:-nothing as yet-
Saturday:St John games day*8.30am to 5.30pm...stupid so long*
Sunday:-nothing as yet-
haha today i felt my day rather slack though never do anything like slacking the whole day?went home to have dinner than sleep.gosh...need to self reflecting le...since when my life became so slack?haha next time will think of more fruitful things to do.yeah gonna stop here le
Saturday, October 24, 2009;11:03 PM Y
haha just came back from service..got re-structuring as predicted..haha no idea why but recently i found out a gift than i think its from god and its that i'm able to see things before hand...haha good and funny right but of course not everything but important things like exams related questions and things involving my life haha good right?oh and erm they super funny..ying jie told zeke and Amanda which group and who's their shepherd le but she never tell me mine...its either she forget that my shepherd is jasmine or she wants to tell me later..and haha i think instead i asked esther le haha.can't wait to know the news though i'm rather sad in my heart that jasmine is not my shepherd any more haha.yeah..my heart's crying..when jacq talk i almost wanted to cry but i know if i cry she cannot concentrate in her studies so i did it in my heart instead.
Thursday, October 22, 2009;11:50 PM Y
Hey people!haha i dunno why i'm super scared of tmr checking of scripts.i really very scared that i will fail.really scared.Plus my group will be presenting our IPW to the whole level..gosh scary la told mum and kor i thought they will calm me down but NO!they did not they ended up supporting me to go.haha that not too bad either i dunno why but all my confidence seems gone totally after mr sharil told us.I really very scared.somehow i have a bad feeling.Does anyone can confirm with me if they got the same bad feeling as well?How i wish dad to cut our allowance.really want to tell him to cut mine off..abit werid right?cuz i think i had been spenting too much and not saving!gosh!I really very scared....this holidays....my plans are not set yet.i mean not exactly plans but more of like daily plans like what to do daily and stuff....evaxed on wednesday,brought didi along haha i kind of leave him alone ba.Now my worries will be what mum is doing.I know i'm able to accept didi,but my friends are not.I'm really very scared.I dun want to loose my friends because of didi too....gosh...can he grow up please?Can he ask our opionion instead of just doing it?Can he just show respect to the elders?Can he just accept it that he is a failure?gosh why isit that we must always let the small ones win all the time?i thought that it was normal but gosh..really all this had been in my heart for my 3 days of break.I dunno cause to me i can tell no one..not even my family..they already have enough to worry.I cannot tell kor kor too...either he does not want to talk to me or he have his O level to worry about now.well i just hope you guys dun anyhow think about what i wrote....if you want to clarrify can just ask me ba...but of course some stuff is privacy and i'm just talking nosense.can just ignore me sometimes