Saturday, August 22, 2009;11:52 PM Y
Hey friends haha really very very very sorry very long never post le hurhur haha yeah!pai seh arh erm...very long never post le haha.Erm very happy and stress nowdays.
First of all its Church haha erm jasmine(my sherpherd) challenge me to become a sherpherd well it came like this i always wish and dream i would become 1 but i never really ask god for it though haha.Yeah than 1 of the sat ying jie to me to ask god to change my life and pray more i was like herm...okie seems rather exciting haha And erm today for combind service Jia Yi(my mbs senior),Antoinet(my pri6 very close clique) came haha i was obviously happy for them.Well Jia Yi suppose she is a christian le than Antoinet haha Chrystal still working on her.Felt strong in my heart that god want her to came in relationship with him.Yeah!And erm I'm invloved in planning for props for EBC mcg haha super happy larh like obviously haha able to do things for god and its only for selected people yeah! I'm doing it with Xiang Ying,will get to know her more . haha okie larh will not be as busy as people in food haha they will have alot lobang de.We just need to rmb to cut-cost can le.haha.OH YA! I joined a ministry in Hope church.haha and it is HOUSEKEEPING haha very funny right?shocked?haha maybe not u but me ba...was thinking of how i could serve the church ba..haha than ask god than he viual-ist me housekeeping ba,might have interest in cleanning my room too haha...the second part is joking de lor haha
Second-ly is St John! argh stress eh....People are stressing us that next year we might be instructors.Mdm Tong(teacher in-charge for std2) spoke to us yesterday she said that JNCO camp will not be a miricle,so we must already be prepared before JNCO camp to be trained as instuctors.She praised us.She took a piece of beef as example.She said that when we first came to st john,we were raw.But now we are not even medium but slightly raw medium.She said compare to feburary we did improve in all areas,was happy for that.Ma'm Vivian told us about JNCO camp too.She said its going to be a camp to test us.We asked what will be tested.She said in the camp they will stress us alot than see if we can take it anot like give up or what.Also testing on our skills and urgency.Argh really very scared i fail lei...omg-sh.She took command as example.She asked us if we are ready to be instructors.like commanding the squad."I was thinking in my mind if this are the things for JNCO,what will be the things to become a sherpherd for god?"haha.I'm the Response I/C for yesterday haha Ling Fang never reply than i tio pumping not angry larh i just do lor,well for this time i'm doing for the sake of doing it.than i pump down actual de lor i do ambulance style.haha i'm werid larh i flare at Aaron cuz my mood rather bad than they tot i angry but was just having a 30 mins PMS yeah?haha i think when i flare at Aaron than cpl Arif saw than he was like looking at me.haha oh ya when ma'm Vivian tok to us than she say about will give roles than she ask so who do you think will be the standard Cordinator than everyone say me.Than i was like harh wth why me?than cple Arif wrote something in his notebook thinking that i dun know,he told cpl nicolas when he came back i dunno but i heard something bad about me lor...shuts i'm prepare to suffer more during JNCO camp.And to say the truth i'm aiming towards the position of a chairman of sjab.i belive when i trust in god,he will do it de haha..weather anot he bless me with this aim i dun care or wadever position i will be next year i dun care but as long as god plan it, i want to do the position to my very best.
haha to finail-lise erm...i will say i suppose leadership is alot of things.Many areas are making me a leader for someone to follow and learn from.Well Now trying to make my life happy and live it a life god had plan for me ba...i dun want to think of more.but i want to dream and aim high for both area ba.oh ya studies as well.but i dun want to put my self in a position where i look high to my self..haha i want to look high up to this god of mine haha....