Saturday, November 29, 2008;10:46 PM Y
My mind is confuse what to do first-ly have my st john camp and also church camp well the problem only come when both crush...i seriously feel like crying really in a lost i want to go for both die die also must go but the problem is i really dunno what to do like lost somewhere.Maybe if you are a beliver of jesus christ,you can pray for me like SJ camp will change dates i am only left with 2 weeks for god to do a miricle which i really have very very less faith but i still trust that god would do a miricle.....as SJ camp was really something that cannot be missed as well as church camp but if you were to ask me when i am not spritual i would say SJ camp but now i am a beliver of jesus christ i seriously dunno i was even thinking of going for both but i will miss out alot alot alot in church camp it will even affect my spritual growth but i really really dunno.
My dearest lord in heaven please help me to make a decision please i beg you perheps please help me to change the dates please lord i know you are able for everything.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008;11:59 PM Y
Than kor kor go cook mee for dinner than i help him abit here and there than mum and dad go take things than go bath...than after mummy bath finish cook than eat also than i after eat go bath cuz toilet still dry dry... than later i bath finish than dunno where i put my comb than i go search than search until my bed there got something but did not think much so i just open and see cuz i scared the cleaning unty anyhow put my things ma so i saw the MINIE MOUSE I WANTED TO BUY BUT HEARTBROKE DE.....confirm is daddy buy de lor only he and mummy know sia....i cry like 30 mins b4 that i like wanted it so so so so so so much larh.........did not expect the person who bless me with that is daddy and my daddy is so damn good to me can not cuz he give me thing but he really did alot for me larh....like i mood swing suddenly he will come and comfort me de lor..so good la if i want to find bf also must find like that de....haha jkjk i dun want bf at this time...
its wow i gonna bring it to plane and she will be sleeping beside me daily from today onwards but dun worry my other small little darlings(other soft toys) haha i will still take time to pei you all de... haha
Wednesday, November 12, 2008;4:13 PM Y
Hey people if you are wondering what u can do for me.....maybe just a simple prayer..?haha can pray for me for 2 things.Camp and recovery of mum's leg....well just came back from qt,sherpherding....was wondering...if cher is away to india for 1 month,than me 1 month will have no sherpherding and no one for me to share my doubts,no one to share about my thoughts and plan,no number for enquires..haha i just think without her it would be damn weird...no one to call when i am sian,no one to talk to to ask what should i do when i have nothing to do.....haixxx arghhhh i really hope and trust in the lord that she will not be away please!!!!!!!!.....i'm like so used to her le......like someone who is always share similar thoughts and thinking as me....arggh....haha BTW i wana thank a group of people which is EAST C!You guys rocks man.....i wana thank u guys for making my birthday 1 is so memorable....haha.....
SJAB:
Saturday SJ was rather 1 that make me feel like 白老鼠"Ginnie Pig"(sorry not sure if correct spelling.)Its like we meet at 6.15am at small mac.Than people who are not coming also never tell me.Than people who i suppose to wait they also nvr on HP like arh what u expect me to do?espacially CHIN ZI QING...like hello you are like 1 of my best friend in SJ and than you not coming also never tell me.and somemore you are the head corordinator lei....You are like so expected to know that larh.than you nvr come...haixxx nothing much to say to you but just disapointed...and Ju Eun...haixx her...dun want say much later spoil our relationship....she knows that saturday have training cause i told her like weeks before that personaly and reminded her on saturday in church and also call her in the week days to tell her larh....than saturday she never come than i call her than she say she don't know......
Sisters Night:
haha the stay over at Javin House was rather a good one...but did not really enjoy cause cannot shout or speak loud loud..oh yarh have a feeling my ear hearing is getting worse hope doctor will not force me to have the FM system again....I really dun like to wear larh ..like who love to wear...darh~ cause when they speaking i cannot really hear as in it need consentration.and worse most obvious is my television speaker...i relise i need to turn up the volume like last time is ard 9 than now need at least 11 to suite the volume i enjoy than kor kor get irritated haha...cannot blame me marh also not like i want it this way i'm just born with it no choice what to do?just accept the fact.haha we shared many things and enjoyed each other presents....haha i feel that i'm no longer scared of Meng anymore....haha its a good thing...cause used to scared of the leaders de haha Esther Teo no need say i treat her like friend but now just a little with respect cause she is a leader.haha but during sisters night i dunno what happen to ju eun...she suddenly show her attitude problem all out and than keep feeling like we don't care about her and stuff which is like so totally not true well to say the truth i do have this feeling b4 when i am still a NB but now....erm no...i can say seldom ba like once in a while only....
Today:
After qt when to have sherpherding with cher.first we when to Subway to eat lunch i mean only me than later we was been chase out than cher suggest with Macdonal than we went also kana chase out than i suggest up there in OpenPlaza de outside de Phills's there to sit than we pray this time will not get chase out le than really nvr haha than when back home than knew mum was injured than haixxx sian gonna help out le this week de coming morning qt dunno can go anot haha gonna take care of mum and small bro and so house work arghhh something which i'm so lazy to do....haha later 5.30 going out le than meet cg for cg dinner haha what a bad time everytime cg dinner will have something bad happen de last time is dad ard this time is mum sick...its like worse and worse and worse wors....
HAHA SAYONARA....
Tuesday, November 4, 2008;7:56 PM Y
My rasin cake
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This is with my Sherpherd: CHER,many people say we look like twins.JPG)
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This one is with Esther.
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This one is with Jasmine.JPG)
This one is with Javin.JPG)
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Yesterday was my birthday.I want to thank All of you who had prepared for my birthday..Well it goes like this i was expecting you guys to celebrate my birthday on Saturday.well you did not,than later i thought u guys not celebrating my birthday le...so was rather sad cause no plan after qt other than lunch.but after qt u guys gave me a great surprise.actually i can see that u guys are preparing cause everything seem abit******** haha can see through i mean but was like arh...oh okie like how come...and cher you arh........zhen(1) shi(4) de(2).......haha :) by the way i baked a cake (rasin cake), and pancake.
haha Mum seem angry than i dirty the kitchen.But i just love to cook....i cannot not to be proud of what i had cook.its really profesional
But Mum just hate it larh unlike dad who would help me to clean up and not yell at me...like hello who want to be at home doing nothing.